Whatever state of awareness I enjoy, God is always just within reach. He is a presence, undeniably wonderful, in between experiences, within the experience itself and so pervasively beckoning, that my attention is always moving towards and away from Him without seeming to move at all. By this multi-directional movement, within the non-movement of my consciousness, I mean that a relationship is always lively between God and me. Almost like God is both my large and small self, and our relationship is my very breath, the very functioning of our united heart, mind and body and is the only, and entire, structure and content of my awareness.

I find Him sitting, pristine, shimmering, and resplendent, in my heart, not only in my heart, but my whole consciousness, my whole body. He is the wholeness of awareness, the part in the parts, the home of the entire universe, and my eternal home as well. Even the word God is a joy to pronounce. God is the shimmer in my consciousness, the light in my words, the very heavenly cause of my existence.

I am naturally drawn to God. This God-like sense is very pervasive, inspiring, and tangible, and creates a depth and realness to abstraction, to self-awareness. God lives in my sight; God moves as my life; He is the main occupant of Heaven and of earth; the main occupant of my awareness, everyones awareness. It takes God to make awareness full. He is a universal, divine, and terrestrial companion; a wonderful eternal continuum, so close to my heart and my mind that I can’t find distance or separation between us. Yet, He is found in and as everything that my senses experience. He is the inside of the inside, and the outside of the outside. If there is a difference it is only to have an even closer relationship.